R.A.N.D.O.M

Hi ze peoples! I'm so sorry that I'm not efficiency bout updating my sweetie bloggie. Deeply sorry to all. 

My life goes normal after married. No more night life. Actually I'm quite miss the times when I'm still at AS. Hanging out with my gangs and chit chat till don't know what the times. But is quite hard for me to achieve nowadays. Hope to i will make it ASAP. I do really miss my family and friends. Especially our princess. I'm so guilty that didn't bring her along here. Okay, better stop the sadness and continue my writing.

Actually I don't know where to start and where to stop?! Maybe just make a random post for you. 

The wedding dinner at ALOR STAR!

  

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The night with the gangs!!

Miss that night we had fun together!!

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The wedding night in PG

Not gonna upload much... sorry
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The night we were in CITY!

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The life after married!

Seldom take photo nowadays. Just pics that taken on last month.

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I'm missing my family!

A gift from GOD's for the couple!!
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THE END

Don't judge ME!!!

Attend Hubby cousin wedding anniversary on Sunday night. Feel that establish relationship is ain't easy thing. 

Here a letter to someone! Please don't pigeon holding. 

If you think you are right or fucking blissful so stop your idiot action for showing off. Maybe you are the winner before but do please think clearly. You not a longer small little girl anymore. Envy people won't achieve your ideal marriage. I'm do enjoy my marriage life now. Don't even try to made up any kind of stupid things for trying damage my happiness. And please don't judge people happiness!! Not just mine and yours too. 

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I don't know what shall I blog in this hour. My mind is blank and just mad! 

Maybe will have a nice blog tomorrow or some days! 

MAD-ing

请你不要对号入座!!!


This is for who always think she are right!!

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Where that is fate and just accept it! 

Someone told me before. 

Live in peace is not easy! Rumors can harm people! People who creating fake will get punishment from GOD! Who wish to watch friend or friends be hurt by others? Even me too. So guys, let it be if you are right. No need to explain much for the fake if you never done it! Just those bitches who were there for  non stop creating lies and story!   

Silent doesn't mean I'm wrong! I just wanna protect them !

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March gonna end soon. That's mean there were lack of times or days for my wedding preparation. Still got many tiny things I not yet done. Need to finish it ASAP! If not, mummy gonna nag me again and again. 

Life was so busy this few days. Parents not home and I need to handle the works and kids! So tiring me man! Can I have 48hours per day?! Sleepless make me look ugly and it also making my face so dry! I need hydration mask badly. But I'm lazy to do mask recently. If there was free times, I just hope to get in bed immediately. I admit that I'm lazy =) 

Heard rumors from some friends. Some news really break my heart so. I wanna say sorry to some of friends bout 'she' so troubling all of you. I won't tell what going on but I'll try my best to help you up. This is what I can do for all of you. If there were still the same.We just try to let go. 

I'm missing HIM now. Even we gonna meet up soon but there were thousand words I wish to tell him. I know he will support me always. He going to make me a birthday celebration on this coming Saturday. Excited!!!

Gonna get another tattoo soon. Wish to get three more tattoo. And hubby allow too. Every tattoo got meanings for me. The first tattoo I get it last year is a present for me and him. The second is for myself to say bye to SINGLE! And the third and forth is for my kids! =) Cute right? But I won't show what logo or design I get on my body. Secret!!! Slap me please!

My phone is mad on me. It gone insane sometime. I think I will get another cellphone again. Any new phone suggest? Except I phone =) 

一個像夏天一個像秋天

Mei mei, our theme song! You told me that our relationship look alike in this song before!

Non stop listening while missing you just now! Get your message and feel upset again! 

Feel hard to say bye to T

Last night went to Bali Bali Hai cafe for babe Mei Mei aka Theresa farewell party! I think she almost near Singapore now. Feel sad for saying bye! Cry like hell when is 10pm just now and missing you till insomnia right now. Anyhow, you sure havto come back again for my wedding ya babe. 

Okay, back to the point! Not everyone attend the party cause is really too late for them. So just some of the kitties were there for you. Hope you enjoy the night with us ya. 

Let's the pictures tell the story! Oh ya, cause is a memories for you so I decide to make of it to black and white. Hope you guys like it!

myself in the cafe

The normal piece

Peace!!!

The insane piece! Slap me and pretty Joann!! Non stop fooling when we were together always!

My lao po Serene and myself *like*

Cutie Pie Emin 

My Catherine aka Miao Miao

My pretty Joann

Another cutie Billy aka Katie.. She always feel shy when we kiss her

My lil 'bro' Clarvix! Thanks to helping us capture photo

Isaac 

so like this pic!!! Three of us look so stupid so.. haha..

I just realize that forget to take photo with Endly! So bad!!!

And the last,

Mei Mei and Jie Jie

I don't know how to describe my feelings right now but will try hard to not cry anymore. As you told me last night. Times always flies, 3 month is very short for us so I will used to it! Promise me, take good care of yourself and don't let yourself be to tired! If there were many sadness thing just call us no matter how late the time is! Don't forget, Er Jie always there for you! I love you!!!

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She going to start her new life in new lane! 

She going to leave me soon!

I'm gonna miss her deeply!

No matter how far the distance is!

No matter where we separate to!

Our heart always be together!!

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ~ Love you ~ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ 

Shut Up please!!!

Get a text from someone. They send me a link and ask me view it! I admit I'm a busybody sometimes so I just click and view it. 

The reaction I gave when I view it is PLEASE SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP AND GO EAT SHIT! I really can't stand anymore! She wrote this ::

This kind of marriage.. is nothing but just a show..

You never show the truth but acting more..

Is it because your life is nothing but just a drama of lies..??

Why need be pity to be so low…

What you mean bout 'THIS KIND OF MARRIAGE? Just a show for them or myself? Excuse me! Stop acting childish okay? Not me the one who need sympathy from someone but is YOU needed it! Please stop acting you're the victim! Is me and him okay? I'm really piss off this time! Stupid bitch doing shameful things! Peeps, this lady try to pull back her relationship with a silly story before. Telling her friends she borne a baby girl girl of him and asking me to give back 'HER' blissful family to them! Giving me chance to apologize to you? Asking me to tell the truth? The truth is you just a fucking woman that love to destroy people life! Hey lady, what century now? Using this kind of tricks to cheat people? U thought is drama or what? If you dare then we go for DNA check! But you refused!!! And now, trying to create another sad story for pulling back again? Which kind of it this time? Part of yourself or your cute little' JL '? People not idiot, lady! You think that peoples will trust your story easily? Oh ya, mostly forget. You were so professional bout making fake story. For us, you are just a brainless woman that we ever meet before! So just go ahead! But I warned you once again. If you dare to disturb my family including my parents in law , I'm gonna report to police! Don't try to mess up with me again!!!! So FUCK OFF!!! 

ps** sorry to be so rude but I'm really mad now!
And I just wanna release my madness in this post! 

I'm SCARE

I'm so confused! I think I might lost my direction. Don't know what happening on me recently? Feel helpless! Sometime will cry in the midnight or sometime will laugh like nobody business. Gosh!! I might gone insane honestly! Friends told me that maybe that is a sick of me. Asking me s it I'm nervous for my wedding? Or I'm might scare on somethings? Erm.. maybe! Just feel tired for thinking the problems. I'm not avoiding from it. I just wish there a place for me to release it and can ease my mind ASAP. But where is the place? Hope that I can find out the problems I having now.

Someone gonna leave me soon. Not too far but hard to meet! I'm gonna miss her deeply. Not hard to say bye but need to. No matter how far is the distance but our heart is always close! Love you! 

Hope to get in 2011

What you wish to have in 2011! I'm have lots of stuff that wish to get in 2011! So here my list!

Lumix GF2

Chanel Caviar Beige

My Dream Room

And I hope I could have this bed design

And I hope that I can get pregnant in this year and hope it will be a Girl =P

Maybe vehicles too. 

Suzuki Swift??

maybe Perodua Alza??

Which more suitable for me? Confusing!!!!!

Need to think deeply!!!

There were too much things I wish to get it this year! But seem like hard to achieve in this year! Have to spent much for my wedding! So I really need to earn more and save more! So guys, any part time intro???